陈洁仪 -家 (HOME)

There is no place like home.. this is what i really felt when I'm far away from home.. I don't know of others.. but I think.. home is a place where all of us are looking for no matter where you are.. how you look like.. where are are heading too.

Some people find home at their working place.. a place where people "recognized" them.. agreed with them for who they are.. and that's why they love working so so much.. some people find home at church.. where they want others to join their "big family" .. where they find themselves, find their confidence to continue with life..Some people find home when they are with someone.. and intended to build a family with that someone.. because they make them someone special, comfortable.. make them feel stronger and have the courage and strength to walk further..I find my home.. deep in my heart.. a place where I'm very much comfortable to be at.. a place where I will miss so so much when I'm apart from it.. and a place where I will be welcome back all the time.. with a warm hug.. and huge smile.. and a saying of "Welcome home my dear"

My home is somewhere that I belong.. somewhere that will accept me for who I'm, love me for who I'm.. and a place that will always welcome me back regardless of what.. a shelter that i can rely on.. this is my home or at least.. the home I idealized ..
Question of the day : Where is your home ??

Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone

"... You are not alone.. I'm here with you.. "Yes, you arre never alone.. unless you want to be alone.. I actually love this MJ's song.. he was so alone when he was alive.. he is rich.. and yet alone. because he will never know who is real for him.. except for kids that will not lie unless they are told to..

Ya.. I remembered I said I was alone.. maybe because at some point of life.. I actually hope that when I'm alone.. or at least.. lonely.. without being told.. people will know.. and will be there for me.. I guess I was bit too naive to think so.. who will be there for me when they were not told to do so.. and even if they are told to do so.. how far will they be there for me? This is another reason.. why i love dogs so much.. no matter what.. when i need a hug.. just by calling them.. they will come to me.. accompany me.. and let me hug.. still.. I know.. I'm not alone.. and neither are you.. You are not alone in this world too.. I'm here for you.. if you want me to do so.. This song.. is dedicated to all MJ's fans..for MJ.. and also all of u guys.. YOU ARE NOT ALONE..

亲爱的你在哪里 - 袁耀发

This song is dedicated to those that are far away from me now.. although I might not say out loud, but I do miss you.. and my friends, even when we might not be far apart, I somehow will still miss the moment when we hang out together.. I know, this is a sad song.. but a really nice song too.. From what I know, this used to be a song in a series.. but I can't really recall what series it is.. sorry la guys, I know I have bad memory.. please do forgive me k.. but all in one.. this is still no doubt a nice song..

This is song "My dear you, where are you " is officially dedicated to you all.. hope you all will like it..

St. David Carnival !!

Yes.. for those who have my Facebook.. you guys must have know that I'm kind of excited to go for the carnival.. since it was my old school carnival.. must at least show some support.. and you guys.. actually are lucky enough that I have taken tones of photos.. and I will share some of it with you guys..

I actually enjoyed alot there.. really.. looking at those "small kids" ( no.. i'm not really that old.. but.. i guess i'm no longer a kid no more).. they are working really hard to make their stall look good.. and tried their best to promote their food.. I should at least support my junior right? and to my surprised, I never thought that to sell their foods and drinks.. they actually brave enough to call every guys that pass by them "leng cai" and those girls "leng lui"..and one of my fren fall for it.. BRAVO!!

I have a young sister that is still studying in St David .. and have been working equally hard to sell the staff at her stall.. and I actually able to drag her out to take a photo with her.

I managed to drag my friends to take photos with me too..and not forgetting my teacher
Haw (Most left), Phang, Me, Mary, Min.. and the second photo with an extra person, my ex teacher, Mrs. Yap..

We managed to go to our old class.. 5Sc1 and the memories just flash back.. I miss the old time kinda badly.. why times flies so fast.. and Phang will be going off to Tasmania in few hours time.. Who is Phang.. he is the one with the fully look in most of the photos.. We will definitely miss him very much.. at least.. I will miss him.. he has been a great great fren all these while.. I really hope we will still keep in touch..

The last photos.. I will present.. what the carnival looks like.. from the top building..


I really did enjoyed the carnival..because you guys.. my friends are there.. and I managed to meet up with you guys.. at the place where most of our memory placed.. and I really hope you guys enjoyed equally too..

梁靜茹 - Part 2

Nice songs..no no . .I love this 2 songs very very much.. you guys just have to listen to this 2 songs..

The first song of Fish Leong, "Accept", is a really nice song.. when you broke up with someone, no matter what is the reasons, you will have to accept the truth, face it.. even though it might not be a wise decision to do so.. but what done is done, not the time to blame who is right from wrong.. but if that will make you feel better.. I got no saying.. but this is a nice song.. She sang this song after she broke up with her Ex.. and.. I can feel what she is going through.. sad.. but trying hard to be strong. .

梁靜茹 - 接受



Another sad song of hers, " Too Bad it's you" . At times, at some point of life, when something is done you will somehow hope that it is done by someone else.. even though you know it well that this someone is no longer right beside you. This is a nice song.. I dedicate all these songs to you guys.. hope you will like them..

梁靜茹 - 可惜不是你

梁靜茹 - Part 1

Today, after so long I have been trying to avoid listening to all those "emo" songs, my sister opened it.. and I have been listening to it all night all.. and eventually, I get emo too.. this few songs, I know is some songs Fish Leong sang ages ago.. but still this is some nice songs..

This first song, "for my good" is a song she sang to remind us, sometimes, you should look at a bigger picture.. what you see might not be what is real.. at times when you care for some minor things in life.. you might eventually lost something valuable to you..
"單純的戀愛,不是長大的才會懂..一句為我好,是好是壞..真的要到未來才知道! "

梁靜茹《為我好》完整版


This second song, "The Third Party". Yes, I know many of you will blamed the third party.. will curse her/him, and might even feel like killing them.. but, did you ever think that the problem might exists even before they existed ? and she might just be the "catalyst" of the process? maybe you should thank them for making you , force you to look closer to the problem.. and eventually realised that the person of your dream might not be THE ONE.. and let go before you step further into the "quick sand"? listen to her song.. and hear what she wanna tell ..

梁靜茹 - 第三者

Long Distance Relationship

Yes.. this is a typical topic that will be discuss abroad.. but seriously, how many of us been through it and actually survive it?

Imagine you are having this someone that you can barely see daily.. and when actually need someone by your side.. to pamper you.. to give you a hug and say "things will be just fine".. you can only feel the thin cold air blowing on you.. seems pathetic? If you have been through it.. you will know how true it is.. you know this someone is there for you.. but you also will know this someone will not always be physically there for you.. you can only feel the existences through words, voice, and maybe image ( from 3G phone or web cam ). At times, when you didn't hear from this someone, you will get worried, and when you failed to keep in touch.. you will feel helpless..and negative thoughts will get all over your head.. and makes you even more worried but you have no other choice but to wait... When you are in the night market, super market and even in a public places, you will see couples holding hands and you somehow will miss this someone all over again. and at times, you will start to question and wonder what you are holding on.. because it seems vague..when you look close enough only you will see it exist all these while.. just that.. maybe you are drifting apart.. you start to want more than what you have been offered.. you start to want what "normal couples" have.. and have forgotten what "normal couple" don't have.

Yes, normal couples have each other most of the time. In a long distance relationship, couples will have more freedom.. or to be more precise time to feel "alone"? The truth is, when you are single, you will somehow hope for a shoulder you can rely on.. and when you finally have one.. you will want something more.. you will hope for that someone to pamper you.. to the extend that you actually hope that when you are hungry in the middle of the night.. this someone will actually come all the way to cook a meal for you.. right?

Well, someone told me this awhile ago, as a girl, we have to try not to build our world with a guy alone in our world.. we have to have our own world.. and not having him as our only world.. because the bare truth is, we will not possibly be his only world.. and when he has no time for us, and we are left all alone, what will you do? you will start to complain him for ignoring you.. for not even have time for you.. and you will feel emo.. and end up.. ruin the relationship.. but guys out there, don't ever blame your girl if they have no time for you.. and insist on asking them to give their time for you.. because before you even think of doing so, please ask yourself this question, have you ever do that for her ?

Being in a long distance relationship, is to question the fundamental element of a relationship- do you have faith in this someone? do you trust this someone well enough? - do you have faith in yourself? I never believe in lies.. because one lies will lead to another and another and another.. and eventually, I will start to question the truth from all the lies.. and you actually expect me to believe you after all these? Will you yourself believe in yourself too ?! Although trust is an important element, come on, the wording you use is equally important.. Imagine you asking that someone to marry a dog when that someone questioned about marriage.. this is a sign of disrespect for both of you.. and you expect this relationship to work ? I mean .. come on.. it might not even work in a normal relationship what more a long distance relationship when a single small issue can become a huge issue?

For those who had make a long distance relationship work until this far.. congratulation!! I know you guys have been working really hard to walk this far.. For those that have yet to go through.. I will advise you not to.. but if things happen.. be strong, be frank, trust and respect each other.. and hopefully both party will work hard enough to make things through..

You guys out there, what do you think of long distance relationship.. do you agree with me? or maybe disagree? and why?