Tears..

Tears.. when tis is mentioned.. most ppl will think of one cry because of sadness.. for my case.. yes.. I never cry because of happiness because.. and if one day.. I cried because of happiness.. my hope will be.. there will be people around me that I can share my happy tears with..

Let me tell u something : I wish to influence others with my smile.. and will keep my sadness to myself.. and will only let it go in the middle of the night.. when I'm all alone. this is me..so. How to define happiness? someone with a smile? yes and no.. in my case.. a smile will not define happy.. this mask of mine.. only those dear to me.. will sense something wrong.. other thn tat.. my mask will do well enough to cover my feelings..

At times, I' tired of this mask.. but without it.. I will feel insecure.. I've heard once that.. those that look strong.. there are actually much weaker thn those who look soft and weak.. maybe.. I'm really not as strong as I looked.. at times, I do admire those gal that can cry out loud.. because it seems that.. I do not have the privilege of doing so.. it seems like.. tears can only be seen in the middle of night when I can only feel no other thn myself..

The thing about tears is.. when you are still crying.. meaning.. you cared.. but if.. one day.. no more tears falling down ur cheek.. it means.. everything is over.. you have grow from sad to disappointed.. frm disappointment to.. give up??..

Found some songs related to tears.. this is one new version about tears..

溫嵐 - 眼淚知道



and this is one old song.. but really nice. try to listen to wat they think about tears?

范曉萱-眼淚(tears)

Stories of its own..

Ever heard of this phrase "There is always a woman behind every successful man"? Yes.. no doubt..there is always a story behind one successful man.. a story that keeps him striving hard to reach his gold.. a source that keeps him motivated and keeps on going despite all the failure and all the rough paths.. the woman can be his beloved one.. or even his mom.. or maybe his daughter?.. one that always understand him.. will still stand by him even though she knows clearly that he can hardly have time for her.. being this "understanding".. is somehow extraordinary.. yet.. she managed to stand by him and be supportive..Have u ever wonder.. will the guys actually think that.. it is a duty of the woman to do so? Will the guys actually take this type of "understanding" for granted and see it as a "must" for each and every woman to do so for the guys?


Let me tell you something guys.. NO!! This is NOT the DUTY of the female to do so!!but if they decided to do that for u .. congrat!! you are one lucky guy!! but if they failed to do so.. maybe you should have a second thought.. that maybe .. somewhere in the middle of the path.. did u somehow.. forgot their existence and so.. it is somehow.. not their fault but ur fault?? right?

Ok.. let's turn the story the other way round.. have you ever wonder.. why so many successful women nowadays stay single? or maybe.. you hardly hear the phrase of " There is a man behind every successful woman" ? no no.. i don't mean no at all.. there are such story that I've heard.. and even see with my bare eyes.. but as compared.. the percentage.. is so much lower as compared to those single one.. why? that.. let's ask the guys.. First and for most.. can you guys handle the truth that.. your gal is earning more than you? will you feel bit offended or uncomfortable? From wat I see.. most of you will feel uncomfortable.. because of your egoism ? Heh.. let's think it the other way round.. can u see or even take your egoism to buy something like maybe a nice house or even a bread? No? ok.. but with the extra money earned from the higher paid.. you can buy breads.. or even houses.. so.. which is better?

Yes.. I know we woman have always be the known as the "understanding" one.. Traditionally,woman has to wait for the her guy to come bck from home no matter how late it is.. and they are bck.. your face should not turn "dark" when you face them.. but in stead.. with a smile.. and maybe prepare supper for them? Very much ideal ?!.. Well.. guys.. I said TRADITIONALLY ?hahaha.. ok.. If we turn this story the other way round.. If his girl come home from wrk late at night.. do you think you guys can actually wait for her to come home with a smile.. and maybe massage for her after a long tiring day of work ?.. Can you actually be understanding enough to bare with the truth that.. she is working so much harder to earn money for this family that she might have that much time for u ?.. Can you guys be "understanding"?

I have been wrking lately at Cosway owned by a woman.. she has a family..and I categorized her as one successful woman because she owned 2 Cosway shops.. in the same time, I pity her.. Despite being so busy and stress at work.. she has to face alot of unnecessary stress from her family- her not- understanding husband. Can you imagine.. when she is handling so many customers at wrk.. and she handle it with a smiles on her face... a moment later.. at the store room.. while talking to her husband on phone.. she is facing him with tears.. If he can be bit more understanding.. if one man can understand how hard it is to be a wrking woman and also a wife.. finding a balance point of both is hard enough.. what more if you are tryin so so hard to giv in both.. and the other one failed to see it and insisted for more.. you get wat i mean ?!..

I'm not saying that.. all guys are not understanding.. but what I'm trying to say or asking for is.. please try to be understanding.. being a woman is hard enough.. as a working woman.. we faced most of the problem like a working man .. but wat more is.. we will have to face the risk of harassment.. imagine yourself working so so hard at wrk.. and when u reach home.. you will want a place where you know you can finally have some peace and a place to rest and "recharged" right? We hope for the same.. but for a working woman with family.. they faced the risks of having a not so understanding husband that might cont. to giv u a hard time until maybe you fall asleep.. sad case? yes.. and this is why most of the successful woman stay single? maybe.. so.. who to blamed? you tell me.. maybe .. and maybe.. if guys can help his gal to find a balance point by motivating her, supporting her.. and maybe be bit more understanding.. everyone can stay happy? maybe.. or maybe you can tell me your point of views of all these??

Yesterday

Yesterday what happened? anyone can recall it? maybe to most of u.. ur memory of this yesterday still kinda fresh.. but what happened to your yesterday's yesterday? The same thing might occurred to a bunch of u.. but the yesterday that u remembered and felt might varies accordingly..

U can take away your yesterday from ur memory.. but u can never take away one's yesterday by asking them to forget about it.. it is just like.. emmm.. u can never ask someone to stop hating u because u wan them to do so.. everything happens for a reason.. the reason for them to hate u.. or love is.. doesn't come from one day or two.. it happened because of something u did.. by purpose or accident.. the yesterday that u remembered might just be a small issue to u.. but it might be a huge issues to others...

However, I'm glad of who I'm today for what ever that happened yesterdays.. I know at times life is hard on me.. and I've been going through each and everyday with a hope that tomorrow will be a better day..we can decide our tomorrow.. but we can change nothing of what that had happened.. we can't change yesterday...I always believe that everything happens for a reason.. and it is to taught us and so.. .. let's make our tomorrow a better day based on what we learn from "yesterday"?

A great son sang by Leona Lewis.. I dedicate to all of u .. hope you all will enjoyed it.


Yesterday by Leona Lewis

TANK - 專屬天使，如果我變成回憶，全世界都停電

I know I have not been updating my blog for few days d.. miss me? hahaha.. tat's y I'm gonna intro tis 3 songs all together today..

As Wat I've said before.. every songs has a story.. and this song has a story itself.. or at least.. it will remind me of a story of mine.. I have not been hearing tis song for sometime.. because it will remind me of someone.. the title of this song, "Angle of Mine"..

“我不会怪你对我的伪装，天使在人间是该藏好翅膀， 人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良，怎能让你 为了我被碰伤。。。”
This are the first few line of the lyrics.. "I will not blame u for pretending, angels should hide their wings when they are around mankind, humans have always been careless and reckless but u have been kind and careful, how can I let u get hurt because of me... "enough to touch me..


I'm sure people from all around the world have been trying really hard to find angel that belong to themselves.. angels that are in disguised.. angel that belong to ones, right? Are you angel of mine? Am I angel of yours? Will you be mine and mine alone? I have no idea why.. almost every time when I listen to this song, my eyes will be filled with tears.. maybe .. if u listen to this song closed enough.. u might just understand wat I meant by all these..

TANK - 專屬天使



Second song by Tank, "If I become memory"..Have u ever wonder if.. one day u become a part of a memory of someone that meant alot to u ? He sang out it out loud..
"..如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命,留下你坐挨哭泣,我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行 我会恨自己 如此狠心.

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运,没机会白着头发 满山牵着你 看晚霞落去, 漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈 , 若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你.

如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极 ,顽固的烂在空气 不整理心里每一寸空隙 ,原来依然爱我的你总哭 承受失去 ,这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记...."

" If I become apart of ur memory, quit from this life, left u alone cryin over my cold body, unable to hug u close to me, thinking of leaving my beloved u alone on this journey of life, I will hate myself for bein this cruel..

If I become apart of ur memory, being so unlucky, not being able to grow old with u, holding ur hand to see the sunset.. one day, your wounds will cured and sadness will grow apart, if there is someone that can give u all these, please allow him to stay by u, I will not blame u for that..

If I become apart of ur memory, afraid of loneliness,refuse to tidy up all those feeling,at that moment, realised that u still loved me so, crying, and accepting all these lost, this is so not fair, please tidy up ur feelin, and forget about me... "
Tank - 如果我變成回憶


This is another new song by Tank, "Black out around the world".
When you are shut down by someone so dear to ur heart.. this will be the song that tell ur story.. because u will feel so alone.. no matter how hard u tried to call out loud that u miss this someone, no one will hear it.. being disappointed to the max, u will start to get tired.. Try to listen to this song.. and tell me.. do u feel wat I felt? do u feel wat he felt, black out around the world..
TANK-全世界都停電

方炯鑌(阿鑌) - 壞人

First sighted love.. this is the only words I can described when I first heard this song, " Bad guy".. I like a song for many reason.. but most of all.. It sang out my thoughts.. my feeling.. and so.. it can tell my story well..

This is a story about a guy that loved a gal very much.. but he had to let her go to find her happiness.. because clearly, it is not with him. In order to let her go, he had to be the bad guy. In life, there are tones of stuff that are out of our control.. we can't decide who to be..but we can decide wat we can do. We can never change people's perception towards things..but we know clearly wat we are doing might not be wat they see it to be. Just like this story, he had to be mean to let her giv up on him. To her, he is no doubt the bad guy! But, from wat I see, he is the good guy that willing to hurt himself to see her happy in days to come. Good or bad? happy or sad.. it is more of a self- perception.. don't judge a person's act because of wat u think he is... Agreed?

太委屈 - 陶晶瑩

Today, after so long.. I actually feel like wat this song sang.. "太委屈".. no.. I'm not depressed or emo because of a relationship.. but because I was drag into a "fire" without being realised.. I did nothing wrong..and was being "slap" so hard that I can barely think.. I know well that I was not asleep with ever decision I made.. and I know well that every action has its reaction.. and so I take my steps with much consideration.. but there are people that do or even say things without much consideration.. and not even bother who they might hurt..what else can I say??..

FIR-天天夜夜 / Trisha Yearwood - How Do I live

As requested by one of my fren, she wished to hear tis song sang by FIR.. and so.. I put both Chinese and English version.. I like this 2 version alot.. I hope you guys will like it too !!

天天夜夜 - FIR





How Do I Live - Trisha Yearwood