Hannah Tan Charity Concert 2009

Ya.. I know it took my sometime to finally update on tis matter.. but.. do bare with me..considering all the workloads I have.. but i decided to go on with this because.. this is the first concert i've been to.. ya.. i know.. it's free.. but still.. I'm sitting in front.. somehow make me feel like I'm one of the VIP.. hahaha.. now i know that being a blogger does make a different!! I also managed to get a photo beside the poster.. well.. I know Hannah Tan is extreme pretty and so.. please don't compare me with her k? I know where i stand and that's another reason why I didn't try to take photo beside her. See the red tag I had on me? that's the reason I managed to sit.. let's see.. the 6th row from the stage.. and you guys wanna know why I say I'm lucky? because there are alot of ppl attending this event and I don't have to race with them to sit in front.. Still don't believe wat I've said? I have photos to prove it..
Below is a photo of the guy who is somewhat the lucky one tat had the chance to stand on the stage and sing.. ya .. i know he deserved it.. and he sings well.. he is the winner from facebook.. Pls do forgive me.. as I can't recall name.. Following is another cool guy... heh.. although he looks young and small.. but let me tell you.. he has a loud voice.. and don't judge a book by its cover.. he represent Malaysia and win k!! He is Shawn Lee..
Finally.. I can see Hannah Tan in person..


Still blur and can't see her ?? Try to have a look on the photo below..


Japanese Ambassador and Hannah Tan on the stage.. and you will not believe what happened next.. he sang.. and just any japanese song.. he sang Malay songs.. Yes!! MALAY SONGSS. 2 songs to be exact.. and he sang wel..

Followings are some artists that Hannah Tan managed to invite..All the artists are Malaysian.. and let me tell you.. they are all talented!! See the guy in pink?? He is Malaysia's Vannessa Mae!!..

If you wish to hear the best combination of musics.. and I mean music alone.. without anyone sing.. I would say.... ( ..let the photo do the talking.. )

and some other invited guess... that sing well..

This is the only photo I managed to get .. I know it is bit blur.. but Jojo moves way too fast.. and this is the only clear photo I managed to get hold on.. so..
Talk about magic.. I'm actually super impressed with the following magic.. how on earth he managed to make those moves with a fork?? Maybe someone can teach me??
Thanks alot to all the participating artists that make this event a memorable one in 2009!!

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Before I managed to get a nice photo of a Xmas tree when I was about to enter the lift to the assigned hall for the event.. and so.. I would like to take the opportunity to wish everyone .....

MERRY XMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Another Xmas,,

I should have see this coming.. but I've been way too ignorance to realise.. after all that I've been through.. this is wat i get.. rethink is a hard word.. but since it had been said.. I guess.. it is time for me to rethink too..

Like any other Xmas.. this time.. there won't be anything special for me.. I thought things won't go this far.. but it had.. All that i want, is the truth.. is to understand what had happened.. but it's wat i failed to get.. and you can continue to blame everything on me.. because.. to you.. it's wat that i deserved... but you have not asked why this happened.. you have not asked how can you do to make it up or at least.. wat caused all these to happened?.. all that you cared.. is wat you can do.. to make you feel better.ya.. i know.. all these while.. i've tried to avoid all the questions that might make u feel bad.. because i noe.. in the end, you will turn around and somehow..made me feel sad.. so.. my bad for not trying hard enough to ask all these "sensitive" issues.. and u never seems to wanna let me noe..

If I could compared, I'm having the same feeling as last year..wat's that's more is.. i need to be strong to keep my promise regarding of wat.. wat's that's less is.. nothing is less.. but i know i should lessen the care i have.. to minimize the pain i'm experiencing..

I don't mind to be alone on festive season.. bec it's wat that i've experience all these while.. so.. wat's the big deal? what that I've realised is.. my tears worth nothing.. all the pain that i've been through to be in tis stage.. doesn't count.. you will see no tears.. because I need my mask to be who I used to be.. you can hide to lick your wound.. but i still have to face the world that expect me to do so.. i can't possibly shut myself down..because there are ppl waiting for me.. I still need to face the future.. regardless of the past. But, i never know that.. you have let the past effect us tis much.. it's good that i've finaly see all these.. and i know that if it's not handled wel.. it will be the beginning of the end.. i never wish to see this comin.. but since you have bring tis up.. let's see how far can i go.. xams.. is all about togetherness.. happiness.. and forgiving.. but the spirits are way too far from me.. but i will make it through.. hopefully..

How much does your ego worth??

Ya.. I have been experiencing some ego issue lately.. no.. to be exact.. people around me have been experiencing that.. and.. i observed how far it bring things..

As what is defined by Google ego is "an inflated feeling of pride in your superiority to others " . Ya.. I know.. ego is never a bad thing.. but let me give you some example as to how far your ego can bring you ok? To the extreme, ego can bring down a relationship. Imagine you are in a relationship where both party refuse to admit they are the wrong party due to "ego issue".. and how far this cold war will bring you? I mean, emmm.. if you try to discuss things with her in a nice manner after both have calmed down.. you being the first to step one step back.. does this shows that you worth nothing? Wat do you lose by doing so? .. ok.. let's put the question another way around.. how much will you gain by doing so? at the very least.. both understands Wat went wrong.. and there are chances that things might just work right? so how much you gain? emmm.. let me give you an insight.. if you are willing to put down your ego and make the first move.. guys.. you might just get a girl's heart because.. she will know by then that.. she worth more thn your ego- you really do care for her.

Lately, there has been some argument between 2 party around me.. and ultimately. .i think it's more of personal ego issue rather than the issue surfaced. Well, for those who actually see this post.. I won't know who you are.. but I'm sure that.. it's more of ego issue right? because we had experience such problem before.. where.. you remembered last year.. we also had somewhat a unproductive "lessons" which is , as compared to this current condition, worse.. right? but we did nothing about it.. and there was not a big fuss.. ya.. i know i have no right to say anything.. but I actually think that.. different people have different perspective of things.. I know we used to be spoon feed with information and so.. if it required us to get our own info.. i guess this change.. we will somehow resist it right? What i actually think is.. one will get angry because one care or concern of something .. regardless of what it is.. ultimately... the goal is the same - when we performed, we will look good.. and they will look good too right? we strive for the same goal.. just at a different path.. and when somehow expectations are not met, it will not seems balance.. and to balance it up, someone has to make the first move.. and that's another reason why the "discussion" session came about.. we need to sound out Wat we need .. face to face.. and listen to Wat's required from us.. things have to go in 2 ways to make it work..

I'm somehow glad that there are this discussion part and by doing so.. because by doing so.. she had put down her ego and by doing so.. she showed that she still care for us.. because she still wish to make a diff.. and Wat we can do is.. to find a balance point where we can meet her expectation.. and in the same time, she's trying to meet our expectation too? To many, she might not be the best.. and i think she knows it too.. because the definition of "the best" is way too subjective.. but i can see that she's trying her best.. and that's Wat counts right?

Bad day..

Ya.. it seems like I've not been having good day for sometime.. I wondered what went wrong.. did i expect too much? or i'll just hav to go through to it silently to see what it'll bring me to?

Imagine yourself having tones of work to do.. with the dateline of assignment getting nearer.. and you are still half way through everything.. stress is the only word to be described.. yet, you know you can never shut yourself from the world just to complete everything.. but to some extend.. I choose to go on with my life.. and face all the stress and feeling on my own.. and tat's whn the problems arises.. I'm stress.. yes.. where can i release my stress on? I can't simply scold ppl right? yet i have to tried to settle problems arises around me.. how far can i proceed from there? I have no idea.. remain status quo is the only option I can't go for.. tat's for sure.. but adding on to my stress.. tat's not i'm looking for too.. to some extend, I wish to shut myself from the world.. just me and myself.. maybe by thn i can ignore everything else other thn myself.. maybe i just need some rest.. maybe i'm way too tired to face things.. there are too many maybe.. but will any of the maybe.. help me out here?