After so long.. I dunno that these songs can still touched me so dearly.. I guess this is the power of songs.. when you are not at the best of your mood.. listening to all these songs.. without much doubt.. your tears will starts dripping down.. funny right? I guess maybe somehow.. I feel what she sang.. or maybe she sang out wat I felt? or maybe in some sense.. it is true to say that no human being is a robot that feel nothing.. I do feel tired, sad and emo..not always but I do have all these feelings.. however, I guess you will not find all these in me.. If I ever have the chance.. I will go for A mei's concert.. and I will bring my mom along..
ok.. I know some don't really know chinese and don really listen to all these songs.. a similar song will be
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Monday, April 19, 2010
My Version of Grooming Tips
THIS IS FOR ADVERTORIAL PURPOSE!!
Well, we know very well that grooming is one important thing right? I mean.. heh.. there are people that even send pets for grooming.. which.. if we human being doesn't groom.. wat does it makes us? worst than animal? ok.. I guess I did go way too serious d.. but the basic thing that we should at least do is to bath ( to keep us clean and smell good right?).. but the thing is.. even after you bath.. with this kinda weather where is can really "kill" us just by standing under the sunlight for more than half an hour, I am sure that no matter how long you bath.. you might just end up feeling extremely sticky.. and the smell.. oh my.. that will be a huge nightmare if you intended to impress someone but ended up parking somewhere so far away from the nice restaurant.. the thought of that might ..can be a huge nightmare d right? but.. I guess this can really come in handy and might just save all the trouble.. introducing...
Adidas Action 3 !!
Episode 2
Episode 3
Well, we know very well that grooming is one important thing right? I mean.. heh.. there are people that even send pets for grooming.. which.. if we human being doesn't groom.. wat does it makes us? worst than animal? ok.. I guess I did go way too serious d.. but the basic thing that we should at least do is to bath ( to keep us clean and smell good right?).. but the thing is.. even after you bath.. with this kinda weather where is can really "kill" us just by standing under the sunlight for more than half an hour, I am sure that no matter how long you bath.. you might just end up feeling extremely sticky.. and the smell.. oh my.. that will be a huge nightmare if you intended to impress someone but ended up parking somewhere so far away from the nice restaurant.. the thought of that might ..can be a huge nightmare d right? but.. I guess this can really come in handy and might just save all the trouble.. introducing...
Adidas Action 3 !! ok.. the picture illustrated is mainly for women.. with 6 different types of choices (not to worry guys.. there are also the mysterious black type for the men - 6 different choices too!) , but generally, they are antiperspirant spray with 0% alcohol and anti-whitening. For your info, alcohol is one thing that should be avoided because it can caused your "initially" white shirt to be "colorful".. colorful as in the part that you sprayed.. together with some sweat.. it can caused your white shirt turn into yellow.. ok.. maybe you don believe in me.. you can try it out.. after sometime, I am pretty sure it will happen.. it's a matter of time..
ok.. end of the story about grooming tips.. I have some really nice show to show to you guys..
Currently,the famous Project Alpha Season 2 is the trendy talks among people.. .. ok.. you don't really realised it? it's ok.. I have episode 1,2 and 3 to share with you.. but too bad for the time being I can only get hold of the 1st episode.. but not to worry.. I will upload the other videos soon.. stay tune til wednesday k?
Episode 1
ok.. end of the story about grooming tips.. I have some really nice show to show to you guys..
Currently,the famous Project Alpha Season 2 is the trendy talks among people.. .. ok.. you don't really realised it? it's ok.. I have episode 1,2 and 3 to share with you.. but too bad for the time being I can only get hold of the 1st episode.. but not to worry.. I will upload the other videos soon.. stay tune til wednesday k?
Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Project Alpha Season 2 is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAS.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
.. and You know very well that you MIND!! ..
oh ya.. I'm sure no matter how "generous" you are.. I'm pretty sure you will mind.. right? but what do you mind ?? ok.. well.. I was in the library waiting for my cousin ( mind you that I have to wait for 4 hours). .and just when I was half asleep.. I realised a guy kept going out of the computer lab and he was on phone.. and I guess he must be talking to his "sayang" { ok ok.. I know I'm kepo (busy body) but not to the extend that I will purposely listen to what he talks.. but I simply can't help it!!--> He talks way too loud to the extend that I feel like going to him and "SHHHHHH"..as I guess he might have forgotten that we are in the library.. but heh.. how can I miss such entertainment whn I am rotting in the library right?} and He goes like " heh sayang .. .. you are embarassing me... you should have trust me.. check my emails.. and dunno what ex ... and.. " sorry gals and guys.. He was practically speaking Indonesian.. and all I can pick up are this much.. but all that I understood was that.. his gf was checking through his emails and saw some emails which I think was 5 years and I guess she got so jealous and did some crazy stuff that makes him kind of upset.
Ok.. end of story.. but What I got was.. well, you know you mind and why do you went to check up on him? is it because you still don't trust him? or is it all that he did still failed to gain your trust? I mean.. heh.. don ask me to trust when you still failed to gain my trust right? You can't expect someone to trust you when you failed to convince the other party that you are trustworthy right? I know many couples that mind about the history of their "partner".. but.. one thing for sure.. you can't possibly change what that had happened right? what you can change is the futures .. If you are certain that history will hunt you.. why bother to dig it up.. and makes both of you suffer? If you don't mind ( which is a total lie.. but to the extend that you are sure that it will not bothered both of you).. maybe you should try out by asking ..
Well, I know that one's history might project one's future behavoir.. and it might actually affect your relationship.. but.. if you actually think that this is might be your future.. I think it is best that you try to accept his history so that there will be a future for both of you.. There is no need to lie about it? becuase one day or another.. what ever that you are trying to run away from.. will hunt you back.. you don't believe me? try it out.. and let me know if it's true? because.. this is my lecturer told me.. faced it and you will realise that it is just one small obstacle of life.. right?
P.S: I guess someone should feel a huge relieve that I don't really mind that much of the history which affects the potential future.. right ? XP
Ok.. end of story.. but What I got was.. well, you know you mind and why do you went to check up on him? is it because you still don't trust him? or is it all that he did still failed to gain your trust? I mean.. heh.. don ask me to trust when you still failed to gain my trust right? You can't expect someone to trust you when you failed to convince the other party that you are trustworthy right? I know many couples that mind about the history of their "partner".. but.. one thing for sure.. you can't possibly change what that had happened right? what you can change is the futures .. If you are certain that history will hunt you.. why bother to dig it up.. and makes both of you suffer? If you don't mind ( which is a total lie.. but to the extend that you are sure that it will not bothered both of you).. maybe you should try out by asking ..
Well, I know that one's history might project one's future behavoir.. and it might actually affect your relationship.. but.. if you actually think that this is might be your future.. I think it is best that you try to accept his history so that there will be a future for both of you.. There is no need to lie about it? becuase one day or another.. what ever that you are trying to run away from.. will hunt you back.. you don't believe me? try it out.. and let me know if it's true? because.. this is my lecturer told me.. faced it and you will realise that it is just one small obstacle of life.. right?
P.S: I guess someone should feel a huge relieve that I don't really mind that much of the history which affects the potential future.. right ? XP
Friday, April 9, 2010
What will you do?!
At some point of time.. you will and might be in some kinda dilemma.. I came across such news years ago.. a couple met some bad guys.. and the guys were bad enough to threaten the gal to have sex with them else they will kill the guy.. and to save him.. she agreed.. I have to solute to her.. I mean.. in such condition.. I have doubts on whether I will really do such thing.. I mean.. ok.. it might really seems to be such a huge deal.. but.. the effect after the "agreement".. have you thought of it? Will he still be with you? Will he gets angry with your decision? will both of u really work it through?
I mean.. if you were in such dilemma.. will you agree to it? let's see.. from a girl point of view.. you are doing it out of love.. it seems like there is nothing wrong with it.. you can save someone.. someone that ur treasured alot.. but from a guy's point of view.. will you mind after what that had happened? although she is doing it because she love you alot.. and doesn't wanna lose you.. but will you get through it.. and "appreciate" what she did? one day.. if similar situation happened, will you fight for her like wat she did? can both of u really work it through?
So many questions.. so little answer.. I got to know that.. most of guys.. in some point of time, are selfish.. they doesn't wan wat they have to be shared with others regardless of what.. but.. in this circumstances.. can you accept it? Ultimately, can you still love her the way you used to? Will this change everything? I guess it would be highly subjective.. but what I see it.. it will never be the same.. regardless of how you work things out? but is it really so? I dunno.. but it's something that i hope to get feedbck from..
I mean.. if you were in such dilemma.. will you agree to it? let's see.. from a girl point of view.. you are doing it out of love.. it seems like there is nothing wrong with it.. you can save someone.. someone that ur treasured alot.. but from a guy's point of view.. will you mind after what that had happened? although she is doing it because she love you alot.. and doesn't wanna lose you.. but will you get through it.. and "appreciate" what she did? one day.. if similar situation happened, will you fight for her like wat she did? can both of u really work it through?
So many questions.. so little answer.. I got to know that.. most of guys.. in some point of time, are selfish.. they doesn't wan wat they have to be shared with others regardless of what.. but.. in this circumstances.. can you accept it? Ultimately, can you still love her the way you used to? Will this change everything? I guess it would be highly subjective.. but what I see it.. it will never be the same.. regardless of how you work things out? but is it really so? I dunno.. but it's something that i hope to get feedbck from..
..Expectation..
When you are expecting something and you get nothing.. it will be huge de-motivation.. right? wel.. I know how you feel.. whn you start to expect something.. and whn expectation not met, you will only end up with disappointment.. I know how it felt.. and that is why I tried not to expect anything.. regardless of how much I have put in.. but the truth is, somehow.. I will stil be expecting something.. or I will stil wish for something deep down in my heart.. which I know very wel that it will not be possible.. sound kinda irrational.. but.. you need to dream to know what you wan.. and to fight for wat you wan right? and hence, if i start dreaming.. does it mean that.. I have stopped expecting some? does it mean that.. I will stop all the disappointment? if ya.. should I really stopped dreaming? some realistic dreams.. some achievable dreams.. maybe it's wat that i need? but.. you know.. at times, my dreams don't really about me alone.. and whn it's not, I will not know what is achievable.. something that i think can be achieved might not be what is true.. right?
ok.. I have to admit.. I am kinda emo for the day.. so.. I'm really sorry if I've caused you (reader) to feel emo... I was told that bad emotion will spread around.. so.. I guess the best way is to lock myself in my room.. and try to settle this on my own.. and whn I'm emo.. most of the time, i will refuse to answer any calls.. I don really know why.. until yesterday.. I was emo.. but I take up the call.. which was very obvious it was a huge mistake. The caller (no.. i'm not gonna tell is who.. but let's assumed it's a he) was in a good mood.. and was trying to cheer me up.. but in the end.. I soft of pissed him off.. he expect me to do something.. to feel bit better.. and whn expectation not met.. he was not so happy.. --> disappointed.. but the truth is.. I was trying my best not to expect anything.. and trying to do so.. it is never an easy job.. maybe that was wat that causes me to be emo in the first place.. but whn i started to expect this little bit.. I felt a big bang.. and the glimpse of "hope" was shut down immediately.. and ya.. I know it was a huge mistake to take the call.. but what u might not know was.. it is this hope was makes me feel so.... .. I don't blame you.. I blame myself for taking the call.. making this worse.. I blame myself.. for I can't control my emotion and affect ppl around me.. but you know.. it is never an easy job to wear a mask and walk around.. I need a place.. a corner to be myself.. where.. there is no mask needed.. and I guess.. I made some bad choices.. and I know now.. and this is y I am at the worst mood possible.. but I guess.. this is just a part of life that i need to go through.. again..
and this is the harm of expectation.. if.. it went the wrong way.. but we can never noe how wrong or how right it will go.. so should i stop expecting things.. and maybe.. it someway, stop all these disappointment that causes all these "pain".. or I shld just live with it? I know well that i can't tell out wat i expect.. because.. it might just cause others to feel pressure.. and this is not something i will be proud of.. I guess.. in some point of life.. we will face such issue.. it's my call.. and let's just see how things go..
This is a song that I like alot.. and I can't help it but listening to it over and over again.. funny right?
ok.. I have to admit.. I am kinda emo for the day.. so.. I'm really sorry if I've caused you (reader) to feel emo... I was told that bad emotion will spread around.. so.. I guess the best way is to lock myself in my room.. and try to settle this on my own.. and whn I'm emo.. most of the time, i will refuse to answer any calls.. I don really know why.. until yesterday.. I was emo.. but I take up the call.. which was very obvious it was a huge mistake. The caller (no.. i'm not gonna tell is who.. but let's assumed it's a he) was in a good mood.. and was trying to cheer me up.. but in the end.. I soft of pissed him off.. he expect me to do something.. to feel bit better.. and whn expectation not met.. he was not so happy.. --> disappointed.. but the truth is.. I was trying my best not to expect anything.. and trying to do so.. it is never an easy job.. maybe that was wat that causes me to be emo in the first place.. but whn i started to expect this little bit.. I felt a big bang.. and the glimpse of "hope" was shut down immediately.. and ya.. I know it was a huge mistake to take the call.. but what u might not know was.. it is this hope was makes me feel so.... .. I don't blame you.. I blame myself for taking the call.. making this worse.. I blame myself.. for I can't control my emotion and affect ppl around me.. but you know.. it is never an easy job to wear a mask and walk around.. I need a place.. a corner to be myself.. where.. there is no mask needed.. and I guess.. I made some bad choices.. and I know now.. and this is y I am at the worst mood possible.. but I guess.. this is just a part of life that i need to go through.. again..
and this is the harm of expectation.. if.. it went the wrong way.. but we can never noe how wrong or how right it will go.. so should i stop expecting things.. and maybe.. it someway, stop all these disappointment that causes all these "pain".. or I shld just live with it? I know well that i can't tell out wat i expect.. because.. it might just cause others to feel pressure.. and this is not something i will be proud of.. I guess.. in some point of life.. we will face such issue.. it's my call.. and let's just see how things go..
This is a song that I like alot.. and I can't help it but listening to it over and over again.. funny right?
Monday, April 5, 2010
Blogging really = NO LIFE ??
Somehow.. the other day while chatting with Supia and Dawa about no life.. but first and for most, I really would like to know wat is known by NO LIFE ? having a life where you are doing the same thing over and over again = no life? really? keep blogging also equal to no life? I mean.. I enjoy blogging.. enjoy chatting at Innit with all those bloggers.. so.. I'm categorised as "no life" too? but I know well that.. this shld be considered as so much better thn those who plagiarized one's work.. which.. I think I'm lucky enough not to be famous enough to experience such disaster.. (THANK GOODNESS!!) XP
Ok.. Supia didn't really say blogging = no life ( I better start to explain clearer b4 she got angry and tembak me).. haha.. but I would have to say.. if you can enjoy blogging.. it can be one part of life? just like you enjoy reading my blog.. right? Having said that you work, study, sleep, do assignment thn the routine does all over again does not mean that you have no life..it might mean that you have no other extra time doing some other things but it is definitely one type of life to me.. At the very least.. it is a life that I would say.. a "productive life"? this type of life is so much better than those who waste their time taking drugs.. those mat rempit wasting their life endangering others valuable life right?
So, what can I say? I will not agree to the statement that blogging = no life and i will not agree to the say that study and wrk = no life.. but I am wondering.. I know that one that can sleep whole day long is someone that is so so lucky.. but those person ..categorized as "no life" too?
Ok.. Supia didn't really say blogging = no life ( I better start to explain clearer b4 she got angry and tembak me).. haha.. but I would have to say.. if you can enjoy blogging.. it can be one part of life? just like you enjoy reading my blog.. right? Having said that you work, study, sleep, do assignment thn the routine does all over again does not mean that you have no life..it might mean that you have no other extra time doing some other things but it is definitely one type of life to me.. At the very least.. it is a life that I would say.. a "productive life"? this type of life is so much better than those who waste their time taking drugs.. those mat rempit wasting their life endangering others valuable life right?
So, what can I say? I will not agree to the statement that blogging = no life and i will not agree to the say that study and wrk = no life.. but I am wondering.. I know that one that can sleep whole day long is someone that is so so lucky.. but those person ..categorized as "no life" too?
Friday, April 2, 2010
Are you sure you are not loved?
Ya.. I know this is not really the season for where "love is in the air"..
but.. heh.. you know wat.. i actually have this feeling.. when you are so desperate looking for love.. somehow.. it will be "hiding" away from you.. and it will come to u.. when you least expect for it to come.. don't really go for what I said? ok.. you just wait and see.. one day.. you might actually agree. ok.. way off topic d.. I'm sure one of the day.. you will also think that.. there is no one in this world that love you.. care for u.. and no one in this world that understand you.. will listen to u.. ever think of such negative thoughts?
if you say "no".. i would say.. you are either the luckiest person .. or.. you are trying very very hard not to lie to me.. but to "persuade" yourself that you are this optimistic person..
I have to be frank that at times, i do have such thoughts.. but i also know it very well that.. I'm not alone in this world.. I'm loved, cared.. I might not be that lucky to someone to be with me whenever i needed someone.. but I know.. i'm never alone.. If you ever wonder why you are not loved.. think again.. they might not love you the way you desired for.. but that doesn't mean that they don't love you.. just like a couple.. when you complained that why he does not love you anymore.. are you sure he really doesn't love you? or he love you in his own way.. which might not be the way you desired for.. but he still try his very best to give you whatever he has.. he might have give you his world ,without you knowing it,.. but it is not the love you go for.. but that does not mean he doesn't love you.. right?
Ok.. i know very well that there is this "ruler" deep down in everyone's heart.. you will tend to "measure" things accordingly.. you will measure how well he suit you and your future ahead of you.. you will measure how nice he treat you as compared to others.. you will measure his actions compared to others.. I know all these.. because without knowing it.. I'm sure you will be doing so.. but .. have you ever wonder.. when you are "measuring".. others are measuring you as well? when you starts to compare.. you will see things "better"? you will realise what that you have might not be the "best" you can have? but.. can you define what is meant by the best? I dunno what is the best.. because I know well that.. there is never a specific definition for the best.. you will forever go for something that you think is the best.. but what you did not think of is.. what you have forgo.. whn you are measuring this someone.. others are measuring you too.. so.. there is no point of comparing this someone with others.. because there will never be "the best" .. and enough.. because we human are born to be greedy.. whatever that you think is the best now.. doesn't mean in days , months or even years to come will still be the best.. so.. how? you wanna go for someone that you are think will love you.. and forgo this someone that assumed to be "doesn't love you and deserve you"? the choice is yours.. but.. my advise will be.. maybe .. both of u should start to communicate.. tell things out.. never ever assume him to understand your thought.. because he will never know what you had in mind.. I had a fren that will know my mood ( whether I'm emo or not) just by reading the sms i sent.. but not everyone can do so.. because so far.. only he will "sense" something wrong.. but I can't assume all guys will know.. because .. lack of communication.. a relationship will not work..but with communication alone.. it might not work as well.. because it is only one factor that makes a relationship work.. be it a couple or a friendship.. right? at least i think so..
Anyway.. I'm glad that.. so far.. things are going well..I'm still the who I'm.. and we are still together.. in fact.. few days ago.. it was one special day for both of us.. and I got a bouquet of roses.. and a really nice card.. and i managed to take some nice photos of the gifts I received
Thanks a lot for this wonderful gifts dear.. this is one post I dedicate to you.. letting you know that you are loved? and to let you know that.. at times.. I might not care for u the way you desired for.. but that doesn't mean the other way round ok?
This is one song that i really like it a lot.. i hope you like it too!!
but.. heh.. you know wat.. i actually have this feeling.. when you are so desperate looking for love.. somehow.. it will be "hiding" away from you.. and it will come to u.. when you least expect for it to come.. don't really go for what I said? ok.. you just wait and see.. one day.. you might actually agree. ok.. way off topic d.. I'm sure one of the day.. you will also think that.. there is no one in this world that love you.. care for u.. and no one in this world that understand you.. will listen to u.. ever think of such negative thoughts?
if you say "no".. i would say.. you are either the luckiest person .. or.. you are trying very very hard not to lie to me.. but to "persuade" yourself that you are this optimistic person..
I have to be frank that at times, i do have such thoughts.. but i also know it very well that.. I'm not alone in this world.. I'm loved, cared.. I might not be that lucky to someone to be with me whenever i needed someone.. but I know.. i'm never alone.. If you ever wonder why you are not loved.. think again.. they might not love you the way you desired for.. but that doesn't mean that they don't love you.. just like a couple.. when you complained that why he does not love you anymore.. are you sure he really doesn't love you? or he love you in his own way.. which might not be the way you desired for.. but he still try his very best to give you whatever he has.. he might have give you his world ,without you knowing it,.. but it is not the love you go for.. but that does not mean he doesn't love you.. right?
Ok.. i know very well that there is this "ruler" deep down in everyone's heart.. you will tend to "measure" things accordingly.. you will measure how well he suit you and your future ahead of you.. you will measure how nice he treat you as compared to others.. you will measure his actions compared to others.. I know all these.. because without knowing it.. I'm sure you will be doing so.. but .. have you ever wonder.. when you are "measuring".. others are measuring you as well? when you starts to compare.. you will see things "better"? you will realise what that you have might not be the "best" you can have? but.. can you define what is meant by the best? I dunno what is the best.. because I know well that.. there is never a specific definition for the best.. you will forever go for something that you think is the best.. but what you did not think of is.. what you have forgo.. whn you are measuring this someone.. others are measuring you too.. so.. there is no point of comparing this someone with others.. because there will never be "the best" .. and enough.. because we human are born to be greedy.. whatever that you think is the best now.. doesn't mean in days , months or even years to come will still be the best.. so.. how? you wanna go for someone that you are think will love you.. and forgo this someone that assumed to be "doesn't love you and deserve you"? the choice is yours.. but.. my advise will be.. maybe .. both of u should start to communicate.. tell things out.. never ever assume him to understand your thought.. because he will never know what you had in mind.. I had a fren that will know my mood ( whether I'm emo or not) just by reading the sms i sent.. but not everyone can do so.. because so far.. only he will "sense" something wrong.. but I can't assume all guys will know.. because .. lack of communication.. a relationship will not work..but with communication alone.. it might not work as well.. because it is only one factor that makes a relationship work.. be it a couple or a friendship.. right? at least i think so..
Anyway.. I'm glad that.. so far.. things are going well..I'm still the who I'm.. and we are still together.. in fact.. few days ago.. it was one special day for both of us.. and I got a bouquet of roses.. and a really nice card.. and i managed to take some nice photos of the gifts I received
Thanks a lot for this wonderful gifts dear.. this is one post I dedicate to you.. letting you know that you are loved? and to let you know that.. at times.. I might not care for u the way you desired for.. but that doesn't mean the other way round ok?
This is one song that i really like it a lot.. i hope you like it too!!
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